Dear My Future Husband

dear my future husband,
i'm really sorry for my past
there's no enough word to explain my guilty

Allah knows everything
and i ask Allah's mercy for all mistakes i've done

Allah,
if i deserve for him,
give us a bright way
protect us from a bad curse tricky an evil
if he deserve for better one,
make me let him go sincerely

because i want the best for him,
my lovely future husband