When December Ends

When december ends

 

My life was simply changed
Rotated into 360 degree
But as Allah had promised that even one leaf was fallen come for a reason, my past lead me for Allah's great scenario
Allah did it, make something to be nothing

I started my days in that december with many 'why' questions
One day I ended the questions finally  without know the answer exactly but I accept it
Undoubtly, I stoped asking then just keep moving
Days by days I was going through the alteration
Slower progress but I knew that it take me right

Allah let me being nothing since I'd move to the new path
It's the great kindness of the Majesty Allah
I have no why question more because I think no really need that unimportant answers
I lived not for someone in this world
The world and all messy things its came from are only a transit check-in

 

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After december ends

 

Surprisingly I found more pieces of life puzzle
Now I know my destiny
All I need to do is moving up continuosly
I threw away bitter part of my heart
Let -what it should be go- to go
I stoped for a while to beg for Allah's sake 

But decide not to look back
I ain't search or try hardly more
When I totally surrender on Allah, 

then Allah open the door of new hope and happiness in Allah's unpredictly awesome way

I find it already now
The way I want to go and the one I lean on

 

Insya Allah.

-December, still my favourite month ever, thank Allah, You made it for me-